Well, I am fully aware that I am a horrifying excuse of a human being. Maybe nothing close to a human being in fact. Its depressing really. The fact that I'm halfass-ing practically everything in my little facade of a an existence, and then proceed to fade away in a corner from self disgust where no one will see.

Wasting this self inflicted mundane mandatory time away till saateen welcomes me most probably. Till then, those little invisible strings that pull the corners of my lips remains steel. Plus little furry babies I adore are just to die for and make it that much easier.

I wish you read this, though you most probably think I'm a disease. <3 .="" 3="" br="">