When there is too much word vomit on the urge to spill out from every pore possible on my body, but you keep any opening shut. Basically start to disintegrate from the inside out. Just when one kerfuffle of the mind sorts itself out.

Just tell me I was a silly little girl and will forever be. That I am a drop in the ocean.

I have to be my own knight in shining armor don't I, but somehow I lack the capability to do so most of the time. I shall try but for now I will sit here and cry to myself out of pity for a little while. (maybe a little longer than a while though)