I’m back to normal =}}} as normal as I can be.
Ill most probably feel shitty after 1.2K is drawn from me poor hands on Saturday. But still back to normal for now is good =}

There’s a first for everything

Friday was funnnn even though I felt like a pile of shit after.

It seems impossible though I tell myself it will all work out in the end.

When I’m sitting quietly doing nothing and rotting away you ignore me or you’re just neutral.
Once I have something to do, be it talking on the phone or going out suddenly everything changes.
I have to accomplish everything before I go out or you have talk to me at the same time.
You must always always make me cry somehow
Is it deliberate?
Cause I’m too tired to fight
I just might become a hermit then cause I really am tired

leave leave

Back to work
After 6 straight days of no work (due to two days mc, my doctors so nice :})
I feel dramatically awful
Last week was a 1 day work week
This week is a five day work week
Might be 4 depending on stuff

Somehow how I'm feeling can only be compared with is having drunk 3 pints. But it’s not high and happy. My head is swinging like it but accompanied with neck aches, throat disturbances and wanting to fall and lay down face first on the lab floor.

I literally squeaked at the overhead bridge aunty selling soybean milk. It was funny, pretty much.

Maybe it’s the fumes or the air in the work place but the minute I stepped in I swayed like mad and my eyes lit up with white sparkles. Bahh.

Nataliedee.com just visualizes everything so aptly :}

People accommodate changes. No matter how drastic it is. Be it a change of a job or a death. Be it nerve racking or melancholy.
Both happened, both passing by in such a short time.

Having butterflies in the stomach for one
Thinking that the phrase “we’ll only see you next year?” will never come again.

Maybe the New Year may be better with everything supposedly washed away. =|

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