It seems impossible though I tell myself it will all work out in the end.

When I’m sitting quietly doing nothing and rotting away you ignore me or you’re just neutral.
Once I have something to do, be it talking on the phone or going out suddenly everything changes.
I have to accomplish everything before I go out or you have talk to me at the same time.
You must always always make me cry somehow
Is it deliberate?
Cause I’m too tired to fight
I just might become a hermit then cause I really am tired