if you love me wiggle your ears for me.

when you feel sick in the mornings.
at night
and sometime random parts of the day

well that covers it
outings that keep those levels at bay.
i wonder you know

all my love still

i wanted to look forward to the nano seconds that i got.i wanted to smile right now but i cant

godsister has school
kess has flight
zizah at work
sim at work

god

quick click your heels three times and say bee bee bee

all my love

On Saturdays she usually peeks out the stairwell. Hoping for a surprise. How’d he be there with a grin on his face. should she give up.

It’s one of those things where you feel so utterly bad and you wail so hard. And the best part is that you want to run and tell someone and wail to them, but that person is the reason why your feeling and doing so. So that's not possible is it.

Taxi ride

1: Wails* (you know the type where only dogs can hear cause the pitch is shrieking beyond control). Its the first time i cried over something like this
2: HUH?? Really. Bitch!!
1+2: uncontrollable laughter*

The taxi uncle must think we are idiots.

there still little wishes left in the back of my mind. and the front and the sides. I just saw one of my photo captions which wrote "cause imu"

weekend mornings normally id be fidgeting in bed
smile as wide as a banana sideways
looking like a spastic idiot who just won the lottery

not today though
but no one cares really
and i shall admit that imy
but no one cares about that too really

time to teach bratty little kids who forget to bring their books always
which doesn't help

take me home till the sun comes up

my five cuties that are always there <3
rawr

all my love

currently insane

its one of those times i dont thank god its a friday.
and it will happen for a good period of time.

the pre syndrome is not fun
nor is the post or during syndrome.

such a doll <3

but thank god for sunday jb with loves :}

when you think too hard

Thank god for calls from Australia <3
Random Lunches, dinners, movies, theater shows and late night chats <3
I wonder what’s happening on the other side. Perhaps nothing
Blogging shall keep me sane for a bit so allow me this pleasure
Godsister for the whole day and kess for the night tomorrow <3
JB with kess too soon :}

Watched her till she was out of sight before he headed off

If she didn’t write she’d go mad

If she didn’t try at all, if she didn’t fight, she wouldn’t have been able to go out at all. She wouldn’t have been able to go out for a longer time. She wouldn’t have been able to go out till midnight. Yet this was considered to be no effort at all. She wondered around attenuated with possible lies reverberating at the back of her head. For several moments at a time holding her gut in in hopes that it wouldn’t crumble to the ground. That feeling where your chest, throat and even up to your check bones feels like it is being vacuumed out from your orifice encased by your lips. Her lab mate managed to make out what she said through the cracks and sobs, “the problem was that I liked him”.

I think she meant love though. She recalled how he said he’d be her bear forever. Forever ended quite abruptly, but yes forever always seemed to end abruptly for her on several occasions. There will not be a next week from now on.

I most probably liked you more then I should have for my own good.
And I most probably loved which is the most agitating part.

So as I muss up my hair and count my toes I will just ponder with a huge façade of a smile sitting on my lower portion of my face.

Sit beside me and count my toes with me?

Cause I’m finding it terribly difficult to count them cause I have so many


All my love

A very dazed person

i didn't think it was possible to break my heart