Is it fairly impossible for me to touch something that will crash and implode upon contact. I have dug my own grave deeper and deeper, so much i cant tip toe my way out. Now I have to sleep in it.

best friends lost before
will it be so again.

there's no such thing as getting your cake and eating it
never never never never
shall i stress to you never
I should stay clear from people that i know more or so
SIM take me in so i can have a total new batch of worries.
life, save me with your impending death of new wonders.

I want to stop piling the what if's in my life
I have sufficient what if's to last me 10 lifetimes.
so they are still countable but it'd take time to do so

again all my love
take it while its free
cause there might be none left

impending spinster hood