im scared i'll grow old

im scared i'm ugly

im scared ill never be pretty

im scared ill never be prettier

im scared that the fact everywhere i look there will always be other pretty girls.

im scared that the fact is no guys like me, that they will always go for the pretty small sexy girls with all the branded clothes which dress as emos with eyeliners and dyed hair. the fact that i can never be like that ever.

im just scared.

i just love drew barrymore.
i wanna cry till i puke right about now.