Today was supposed to be a good day.

A nice new day.

I looked reasonable nice in the clothes my brother choosed for me

I looked differnt in imitation of "hip hop"

I was having a good outlook on todays class

which was science.

Then it happened.

I found out that i had

lost my effing wallet.

like arrrggghhhh!!

sick

not in the sense that

I had no money what so ever

but in the sense that

my ezlink and my IC.

Damn fustrating and depressing, god.

Alton was nice enough to run up

to check for my wallet at BK.

eeeeeeeeeee

cant this happen on bad days!!!

not on a good day!!

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If he's a guy

I'll marry the person that brings

me back my wallet.

If its a girl

I'll be your devoted make up artist and slave.

just bring back my wallet to me.

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my wallet contains the

precious memories and trinkets

and halves of the years in secondary school

neoprints that i do not wish to lose again.

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I skipped class cause I wasnt up for it.

so i simply just walked out.

hahahahahha

then came to the library.

i have mushroom and egg sandwhich

which is too big to enter the mouth.

its 11.01pm and waiting for cave man i think

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theres two things that always

seem to take place in every aspect of my life

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I seemingly always get side tracked easily

from temptation of shiny things.

be it in buying clothes, eating, or guys.

and in my life

I can never ever have my cake and eat it.

as in I'll never have a full picture

something good will happen and definately something bad

or just totally bad.

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I wonder who can ever make that possible for me.

to have my cake and eat it that is

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that would be the day.