chedder and sour cream ruffles

with philli cream cheese

and grated kraft topping.

.................

first day of ndp rehersals

.............

when we were supposed to meet the others

me and hadif were like soooo late.

haha and i took the wrong train

and like ended up in sembawang instead of woodlands

ooooooooooh

i was really sleepy

...............

i freezed my butt off in the waiting room.

of the turf club at the national stadium

it turned into a buttcicle

nothing to do really.

got george to paint me

hahaha

and then paint the hip hop IG

.............

something wierd happened.

like we were allowed to

stay for the ndp rehersals.

I was kinda sobbing in the quiet

{thank god to dark and noise}

yeaaaaaa

compose! compose!!!

I was feeling terrible really

the techno songs triggered something

I was like mass thinking inside the mind

that was too much.

..................

after that went walked

somewhere to have dinner.

warmmm!!!

and i looked like a half past person

who just woke up,

ridicuously dressed

big hair big shirt short shorts

unmatched colours

and a big bulky black bag.

so walk walk walk

die die die.

...............

wasnt hungry

all that much

thn caught the bus with george

169 to causeway.

It took 1 and a half hours.

gooooddddd

i reached caseway and it was 11.30

thank god mommie and daddie

werent home yet.

................

my body is totally acheing from

the sleep on the bus ride

someone has to dig out my eyes,

my neck ,my shoulder blades,

and my head

.....................

.........................

its the time that i ask,

"what the eff am i doing"

..............