every where i look

i see people that have something to fall back on.

falling back on their

relationship, good studies,

good looks, confidence,

friends.

......

superficial shallow list huh

...

They're always smiling

...

but mmmm

I'd do anything to quit feeling shitey

nearly half of the day.

....

compared to all the breakers just now

Tosh is way damn better

....

I just had KFC.

hehehehehe

Im getting fatter by the minute

....

Im going to let all the dissapointments

faliures and fustration

just roll of my back.

I have enough dissapointment in

life in general.

I dont need poly to

bring my heart down even more.

.....

how can a person spell "idiot"

as "idiolt"

hahahhaaha

and i thought i'm the worst speller.

.......

my parents are so impulsive.

"you want a new handphone?"

and i got one

i had to think if it was a trick question

i was likeee eeerrrrr

"are you my parents..."

got a new line.

so i changed my number.

.....

dont call me in the middle of the night

all drunk and boozed up

ever again.

.......

im still praying.

....

looks like my baby is all grown

up and has been taken away

dont you just hate that.