eating away my heart burn
and sorrows.
...
Thought you'd mange to see
behind the facade
fooolll you dint.
so now im trying to forget about the
missed oportunity.
Bt if he really thinks and want me to become.
He'll shove another
opportunity in my face
and i'll act on it this time.
...
so hurry up and give me another chance.
.....
today was fun.
jumped in to the room,
jumped out to meet others at the first floor.
fac was irritating
bt fuzzy kinda
made fun of him
so he wasnt that bad.
hahahaha
the fac kept on the common sense things.
lol
....
robot is now pajamas.
I sat down in the room and
"eh this guy is wearing pajamas...."
hahaha
he had all these half way body acton jerks.
hahahahahhaha
.....
suddenly did one head bang
then go back to his work.
lol
I can laugh and giggle like an idiot.

........
our slides were like
last-min-add-togethers
.....
yen again!!
she like push my hand
at a lady when were at ljs!
haahhaa
grrrrrrrrrrrish
....
i dint noe the upsize thing!
I dont analyize the smses i get.
I dont form a pdt and figure out the sms.
portahoe!
....
saaad
end to the day..
...
the www.myrp.sg web wont open at home
cant do my rj and stuff.
....
thank god no school on monday.
going to sleep forever on that day.
bt then tues day has a mock test.
bahhhh!
....
I have an eating disorder.
i mean
when im hungry im damn hungry.
you will see me dieing on the table.
bt wen i get to eat.
i cant eat cause i get too full from just a few bites.
then after awhile
I get damn hungry again.
....
I always cant breathe.
...
theres like a living frog in my throat.
while a chicken is jumping in my stomach.
and eatin my food.
so im hungry/abt to puke/gastric pains.
Irritating!
.....
Im still mising pool.
..........
if i enter someting i want to be the best.
is that wrong.
that i do need attention sometime.
....
ooo i got nief's purple spotted umbrella
its amazing my mom
didnt scream when i enter the house.
with the way i dressed today.
....
told one of the one of the guys.

the reson why im carrying such a big bag.
its that mommie thinks
"school is not for beautifiying"
the reaction was
"y are you wearing like that."
hahahhaa
lol.
my choice
and mommie's not home
when i leave the house.
....
the "he " i mention above,at the start
is god.
....
week end!
sleeeeeeeeepppppppp.
...
time to alter my sun dress for the

orientation next friday!!
hahahhaa
ALOHA!!
what a theme