today!
can be summarised into one word.

"heart-breaking"

i went to tampinese with the family
for my brothers poly application.

the admin office was closed.
hah!!

then mommie draged us ard amilessly...

i feel as if my family was exliling me.
doesnt mean i have long legs(literally)
means im able to walk fast.
i was trying to walk fast and not fall the whole time.
do u know how damn hard that is for me.!!

the best part comes..

I saw boots, fell in love with.
from timberlake store.
I wasnt allowed to get them.

I saw the cutest 1/2 jeans,
fell in love with them.
I wasnt allowed to get them.

I saw cute tubes ive been looking for,
fell in love with them,
i can forget abt getting them.

then the worst of all.

i saw this average looking guy.
alone at a cafe outside.
something abt him,
i could fall in love.
we stared untill we went
out of each others view.

i wanted to talk bt mommie was there.

i couldnt get him.

some one hates me out there...
it seem i cant get anything i want

the worst thing that has happened this week
is that my parents have forced me into bloody biotech.
and wenever i think abt it it makes me upset.
im going to be sitting behind a desk for the rest of my life.
and i start crying my eyes out.


then the fact that every where
i go im reminded of memories with friends.
and i get upset again.
cause we dont go out animore

my parent dont sympatise with me.
so i suck it up and let it all out here..
its sad really
cause no one reads this too.