Beshrew short term memory seriously

Yesterday there I was sitting at work all swallowed in turmoil and feeling as if someone was tugging my respiratory system and trying to pull it out though my mouth. I know the reason why I’m terribly upset by the way.

All of a sudden I just open my eyes and I am still in the lab but I forgot the blasphemous reason. I blacked out; while I was still awake I might add. A few minutes of memory just flew out the window. For the life of me I can remember the horrendous reason.

Some people might say it’s good, because I shut out the topic well out of my head so well. But I digress. It is fucking agitating. Don’t mind my French. But honestly, to compare it with puking;

It is exactly like wanting to throw up so badly but someone taped up my throat and told me not to. bleahhh

Yes
Complements of the season :}

Back to godmas house tom and grandaunts the day after
Being hectic full stocked with events with people I adore is awfully brilliant

<3

I suddenly remembered grandpapa.
not the real one but someone I used to talk to
he was older thus dubbed grandpapa

grandpapa where are you now I wonder
lawwlll

happy christmas my loves
you know I mad grateful to have everyone that is in my life at this period of time
maddd feaking love
<3

I WANT TO MASSACRE YOU PEOPLE WITH MY LOVE

looking at the twinkling Christmas tree lights make me happy :}
for abit

then i go back to being agitated.
bahhhhhhumbug

xoxo

dummer boy is my boyfriend. Stay away. I have warned your soul.

I fidget that there'll be a possibility of besties coming home. :}}}}

Seeing grown up baby cousins, 2nd cousins 3rd cousins, aunts, uncles, grandaunts, granduncles, godparents & grands and baby godsister. All the "you've grown up sweetheart", mussing up cousins hair and camwhoring with godsister. :}

Sadly enough there isn’t much of Christmas giddiness this year. Normally by November I'd be screaming carols and be insufferably happy. Somehow not this year, it’s just like another month passing by. 8 days to Christmas and I’m not so giddy with excitement yet. Bloody

Maybe next year huh
All my canoddles of infinite love which I shall throw at your face and smile with joy

TWG again please
Din Tai Fung and seesha second
Pre, present and post Christmas dinners third fourth fifth and sixth

I got my first present today :}
thank you
No wrapping = is just too sad

I found out today that i used to be a whiny irritating little itch =}

And I know still retained some of my attributes till today

Its all good

5 presents
2 presents to go

Fish & Co and St Michaels with the mom and dad
After trying practically every pair of boots there, I found a pair at st Michaels which were 160ish

Mom: up to you, go and buy if you want
Me: (stands in front of mirror going ouh and ahh) I don’t mind either
Mom: up to you
Me: but I have to buy for other ppl *screams one corner and flings head back giving distorted looks of agony*


Natalie Dee www.nataliedee.com
Such mad love for the comics

Depicts my shopping very well

2 Christmas presents down
6 more to go -___-
I hear money fluttering away

City side walk city side walk

just home
sometimes there that nagging feeling at the back of your head
sometimes sleeping it off helps
sometimes not
damn you fingers for maneuvering the cursor to such buttons


ones red
ones not standing straight abit

<3<3

dear poor girl at work is on the brink of madness and depression.
not me.
may swift death come upon those who dare disturb her now.

I had a dream that someone took my photos and posted them as their own, posing as me. But the photos were edited to look fatter in the cheeks so they look like the poser in the dream. In the dream I was puzzled and when I woke, I was equally puzzled. heeeeeeee who could do that even if it was a dream.



I the same dream Ive learnt that vampires have full white eyes and half blood vampires have one white eye. And contrary to all their movies they consume blood using a knife and fork. Carving flesh out of candidates as casually at a cafe in a shopping mall.

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Id suppose everything will work out
It's already happy Christmas for me. :}